why does it go so quickly? my cousin ryan asked if i meant money, time, life, youth, cookies, or what, and i guess the answer is all that and the rest, too. i feel so overwhelmed and unmotivated, in both the large areas (kate is already planning for college) and the small (i didn't make a single gift for anyone for christmas, i cook about 3 meals a week, and i still haven't put away the laundry from 3 weeks ago.) it was like this last year and the year before and the year before, unto reverse perpetuity, but this year i feel so overwhelmed that i just have not one iota of motivation to do ANYthing. i don't want to do anything but be at home. no offense, friends, but i don't even want to hang out with you, and that is NOT LIKE ME. my favorite thing to do is hang out with you, and i don't even want to do that? wierd.
now, don't get me wrong - i am not feeling sorry for myself or ungrateful; to the contrary i don't think i've ever felt more grateful. i'm just... out of whack.
Friday, December 19, 2008
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Sorry,fresh (or not so fresh really)outta "whack". If it's any consolation (and probably not, lol) I can relate.
When you feel like that is when you need your friends the most...well I have found that to be true anyway. My wisdom is astounding huh. Want more?
What works for me is to sing the "cheep, cheep, chirp, chirp cheer up song" from sesame street. I have it on VCR if you want to borrow it. lol
And just remember this, a bicycle can't stand alone; it's too tired!! lol
Anyway...hope I made you laugh and that you get back in the groooove of things. Merry Christmas.
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